Baking! :3

My favorite thing to do ….bake~

Well, one of them besides sitting around on my ass! hehe.

I bake a lot especially during the holidays! I get so in the mood to bake and everything~

Plus it’s a good stress reliever!

Sooo I made these adorable Halloween cupcakes.. I actually had bought sugar cookie mix at first..so I had to go back and get the cake mix. -__- i don’t want to make the sugar cookies lol.

Of course I don’t do anything from scratch…I don’t have time for that lol.

My favorite part of baking…the batter~~

Look how adorable they turned out! Perfect. And tasted so good!

And I made these cat cookies.. hehe. Also made by pillsbury.

But still just as fun to make!

Can I leave yet?

Everything here makes me angry, upset and annoyed.

Everyone, everything.. I just hate it here.

It’s a lot harder being here this year than I thought. I thought maybe that being in a new place with new people would make me feel better.. but… I just feel the same if not worse.

And it’s not their fault.. I just want to be with him.

More than ever now… and I’ve wanted this since I was a sophmore in high school… so it’s been four years and that is a long ass time to wait to be together with someone you love.

Anyways.. I just want out of here. I wish I had told my parents this weekend. I suck.

McDonalds ^.^

I made my friend go to McDonalds with me so I could get this Halloween bucket.

ahaha. I’m such a loser… but I saw it on the commercial and had to have it for some reason… now I don’t know what to do with it! 

I do love McDonalds though~

Halloweeeen Nails~

Halloween is my favorite holiday.. so to celebrate it, I did my nails all cute for Halloween~

I got some inspiration from a Japanese magazine.. they always have the cutest nails!! >ω<

But I did mostly my own designs..and I love how they came out!

Do you seeee this!!? haha. I woke up and his face was all smashed up! Which means I went to sleep with wet nails and I was very disappointed because I worked two hours , but oh well… I guess he’s kinda cute all … slanty faced looking. hehe.

Unfortunately not dressing up this year for halloween.. I have to work and other various reasons. So yep.. I’m very sad but next year for sure!! And I want to be……not sure! Something cute but sexy~ 

Uwaaa~

So… I was browsing around on ebay ..well actually I was trying to clean out all my saved bookmarks and stuff and well actually didn’t at all and bought these. ahaha

But they were too cute to pass up! They’re so adorable… I can’t get over them.

The only problem is… I don’t know if i got the right size because I got the 6.5-7, which I usually am but buying shoes online is still scary, you know?!

But it said they would be here in like a month wtf! Hopefully that is wrong cause I want them soon~

Oh and I got the beige ones.. but I really wanted the green ones too… i was worried they wouldn’t match anything so I didn’t get them but still want them!

Unproductive~!

Well… I have four exams next week and really.. really, I should be studying for those! But… I’ve had 3 this week and I’m very tired. So I’m giving myself a break even though I know I should be studying!  

Anyways, so… during my break…One of my favorite things to do is my make up.. I don’t know why, it’s a lot of fun But I also did my hair in this cute bun with a braided bow that I saw in a Japanese magazine.. so cute..

Bit of a camera whore sometimes…

why do i like this picture? i don’t know. it’s artsy ahaha.

You can’t even see the braided bow.. oh well. it looked cute though.

And you know.. it’s very nice outside! It’s rainy and windy and cold, but I love it so much! So I’ve been in a very good mood today! And also, I had an accounting exam this morning that I believe I did very very well on~

My roommates cat is glaring at me because I’m playing my music too loud… -__- she’s trying to sleep. haha.

I’m listening to Jesse McCartney… it’s a little strange that I’m listening to him right now…but it came on and so I was like ok lol.

L O L

Looking back at my old posts…. I was such a loser

But thats okay..It’s made me who I am today.

Just find it funny the things I wrote and the pictures i took …cause now I probably wouldn’t say those things or take pictures like that…

I thought I was so cool & cute.. no, sorry lauren you weren’t ahaha.

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Been awhile〜 (T . T)

Judging by the last few posts I guess I’ve been pretty upset lately! And I’m not going to lie.. My feelings haven’t changed much. I’ve been trying really hard though! And I’m a lot better than before.

But.. certain circumstances have caused me feeling stressed, tired, and upset. Those things mostly happen when I’m at my apartment though. So outside at school and everything, I feel good. I love to go to school now because I don’t like it here. So I guess you could say that’s a good thing! ahaa.

I am very excited for next year and maybe I’m looking too much forward to it because everything here just seems so unappealing. I think about being in Texas with Danny and my entire mood changes. I feel happy and so excited to be together and just have him to be with always. But then I remember that I’m still here and have nothing exciting to do. The people here do not understand me I feel… It seems to me that when I try to open up about feelings or just even telling someone how I feel about something I get rejected. It’s very frustrating… even though I’ve made more friends this year than I have last year I still feel alone and don’t have anyone to talk to.

And I love my roommates and everything.. even though my roommate that I’m sharing a room with is mad at me… I still enjoy living with everyone.

The problem with my one roommate is that I guess I complained too much about the cat she just got… but I really didn’t and she said I was always a bitch and didn’t want to talk to me cause anytime I said anything I annoyed her.

And even though I know I said some things about how her cat was annoying, it wasn’t a lot. Maybe three or four things. And they were legit reasons to be annoyed… but she didn’t care obviously cause she just stopped talking to me after I said that she was wrong. AND I actually honestly think that she complains about the cat more than anyone! lol.

Oh well. We’re talking again, but now I don’t want to because of what she’s said and it’s a little awkward.

But I do and I pretend to enjoy hearing what she says.

It’s awful though. She was my best friend and she thinks I’m a bitch and that we aren’t compatable roommates..

I like to study and do homework.. that’s why i’m at school afterall… and she said that’s why we aren’t compatable, that’s strange.. I don’t see how that makes people incompatable. Ya know?

And it also was sad that she said all these things because I never once thought anything was wrong.. but apparenlty to her she just hated/hates living with me.

I told her she could move out if she wanted. Which I kinda assumed she wanted to in the first place cause ever since we first moved in she complained about our other roommates and said how she would rather live with these other two girls she knows.

So I guess we’ll see what happens once second semester comes around.

Luckily for me this semester is going by quite fast! Which is also bad because I’m stressed out with so much homework! So in ways I wish I had more time, but … also not because I want to get the fuck outta this state. ahah.

Hmm… so other than some roommate drama and homework, there’s not much else going on in my life. What a pathetic life. haha. Oh well, I really don’t mind. I enjoy being alone and studying. Such a weird person.

I like hanging out with people……but not as much as I’d rather just sit at home hahah.

Friends are too much work, ne?